Earlier this year in March – just five short months ago – I was about as excited as I’ve ever been for a new gadget. After writing Palm off as a ‘has been’ for years, I found my attitude changing after watching the keynote for the Palm Pre in January at CES. And like any lusting affair, the more I read about it the more I wanted it. Gadgets are an obsession for me to begin with. However, my obsession with the Pre was starting to become unhealthy. I recall thinking to myself before the final pricing was set, “I’m sure Palm will price this competitively, but I’ll go as high as, say…five…no, six hundred. But that’s my final offer!”
But unlike many other situations of longing desire, I knew why I wanted the Pre. And even after having left it for another phone, I still know. The Pre promised something that my iPhone never gave and as far as I knew, never planned on giving. At the top of the list was a physical keyboard – something that the writer in me had been missing ever since I stood on the iPhone launch line. But it was more than the keyboard. It was the promise of an untethered experience where I didn’t sync to a desktop but wirelessly with the cloud. One where I didn’t have to worry about going home to plug in and sync my music and where I’d have a replica of my home digital life in my mobile device.
I didn’t sleep at all on the night before it launched. I was too afraid of ‘falling asleep and missing the launch line’. And so, like a love struck fool, I stood on line for four hours at the Sprint Store in Valley Stream and traded text messages with my sister (who had the Pre bug too). And when I first held the phone in my hands, I can’t deny how happy I was… the phone felt so incredible. Some areas were lacking, but I knew it would take some time before I got accustomed to it.
The scene now is not very different from many other breakups. There seem to be regrets on both sides of the table. Here I sit in one room while the Pre sits in another (probably making calls to it’s girlfriends remarking at how much of a liar I was and how full of it I am.)
What’s worse, my new girl…uh…phone… well, it’s a lot like my old phone. The iPhone 3GS sits at my side. Yes, that iPhone 3GS. The one I laughed at Apple for releasing with few additional features than the previous version. The one that was playing it safe. Well, in the end, it turns out that ‘safe’ is probably what I need at this point.
But the question that I’ve been getting from everyone who knew how in love I appeared with the Pre remains the same… where did love go wrong?!
Well, let me explain…
It would be easy to roll up my sleeves and pontificate about all of the reasons why I feel this season of Grey’s Anatomy was disappointing. (And had I started writing the minute after the credits rolled, that’s precisely what I would have done). But reflecting on the show (for all of, let’s see….two hours), my thoughts turn to T.R. Knight’s character, George O’Malley.
Having been an iPhone owner since it launched in June of 2007, many who know me assumed that I would be upgrading to future releases of the iPhone. (After all, isn’t that what an Apple Fanboy would do?).
It’s no secret that Katherine Heigl is as close to Isaiah Washington in terms of her current standing with the Grey’s Anatomy writers. This isn’t to say that she’s making homophobic comments. However, Grey’s fans can recall the buzzing that was circulating the set when Isaiah had an altercation or made comments towards T.R. Knight. That same attention is here again. I find Katherine (as an actress and as an interview) fascinating. I guess it’s just something in the way that she responds to questions. It lets me know that she’d make for an incredibly interesting conversation. However, it might be that independent and against-the-grain attitude that ends her run on Grey’s.
I’ve gone on record before as saying that I’m bothered at the amount of attention that is being given to Senator Obama’s race (or at least one HALF of his race). I totally understand the significance of race in this country. Considering the fact that only fifty years ago Senator Obama might not have even been able to sit at the same table to have dinner as Joe Biden, this could indeed be an incredible point of arrival for this country. However, my pride comes from the fact that he represents so much more. I am sorta in between Generations X and Y. And speaking for them, we’ve always had these legends told to us about being able to stand up tall knowing that your Chief Executive in the White House was someone who you could be proud of. It’s funny to see pictures of relative’s homes and see images of John Kennedy and Martin King on their walls in the background. And it’s not to say that we don’t identify with those men. We certainly do. But the question which has always lurked in the back of our minds is, “Where is OUR John Kennedy?” Is the best we can aspire to now to sit and dream of images of our leaders of old?
The MacBook Pro will always have a special place in my tech treasure chest. Strangely, it was the first Mac I purchased (in 2001 – back then we called ‘em PowerBooks.) And for a long time I thought that’s where my computing dollar would be spent: continuously upgrading from MacBook Pro to MacBook Pro. Perhaps I wouldn’t upgrade each year, but I’d certainly get in on major revisions and every other cycle. And strangely enough this would be the cycle that would make sense. (I bought my MacBook Pro in 2006. I’m loving it, but somehow it’s really starting to show it’s age. My backspace key is missing. It’s got a few scratches. And since it’s the primary machine that I use (right in front of my television) it would certainly make sense. But that was with a 2006 mindset. A lot has changed in the world.
